Moonlit Sunshine

(Insight into the mind of someone who chooses death before life, rather than life after death..)

Why, this ain’t the end, maybe not,
My sky below I see, my world above,
To leave behind, To leave to rot,
This fall, O my, my fodder, my only love..

Dead I am, Dead is me,
Dead is my soul, Dead long ago,
Truth don’t matter, Dead cannot see,
Age don’t matter, Dead cannot grow..

Money don’t matter, Dead cannot spend,
Cries don’t matter, Dead cannot hear,
Mistakes don’t matter, Dead cannot mend,
Belonging don’t matter, Dead ain’t near..

Here and now, I make my fall,
Forcing wind, against my face,
Hair behind; The final Peace call,
Every other, is plain disgrace..

My blood is gone, My soul is too..
Losing my breath, losing it all,
Unfettered, free, dead and true,
Nothing never, once and for all..