Moonlit Sunshine

It’s weird that some things happen without a reason. What’s weirder is the fact that there is this completely uncalled for tendency to want to know , If it happened, why it happened. Sometimes there seems to be a plausible reason, cogent enough to convince ourselves. There ends the issue. But if there’s absolutely no reason why anything happens, we tend to worry more and more only because it isn’t fair. It’s like; you know the probability of heads is half and that of tails if half. You want the outcome to be heads at least once, but it turns out that every time you toss, you get tails. Why? Why? There is no reason. Nothing at all.

What can we really do about it? It’s the coin’s wish, not ours. If it’s happy giving you tails, you can’t convince it to give you heads. So either we just ignore the outcome totally or accept it wholeheartedly. Ignore, you can’t because one outcome is better than no outcome at all, so you are forced to choose the one that’s coming to you. And once you adapt yourself to it, you start loving that side of the coin and never want what you wanted before.

That’s exactly what life is like. You strive hard to get something. Once you get it, you strive hard to preserve it. Inevitably, fate targets that one thing you wanted and takes it away from you, no matter what you think. Chance sure has a huge role to play in our lives, doesn’t it? It’s very wise to work. It’s wiser to pray for luck. Whatever is the thing, an ambition or even another human you want to get closer to, pray for it to come to you as much as you try going towards it. It might not give you what you wanted but at least you’ll get a reason why it’s gone if it is.

Maybe it’s just good to believe that I’m bigger than my life. So I’ll do what I want to do, not what life wants me to. But, if there’s no life, there’s no I. So, welcome to the vicious circle..